when asked, just how exactly i knew you
i was at such a loss
you tell me how i'm supposed to even answer that question?
now.. it would be an entirely different story if you were the one being asked.
i know you didn't like the whole "dating" title, but shit. that was the first thing that came out of my mouth
( so, i do apologize if you have to explain otherwise to her. but please, tell her what you want. it matters not, to me anymore. )
even if i were given time to formulate an answer..i don't know that i would ever have one
(well..not one that would make sense to anyone's understanding but my own..)
maybe i would say "he's just somebody i used to know.."
that's what i should have said.