Tuesday, 26 February 2013


Last nights' full moon
I dreamt I met you
I wanted to tell you
How much I adored your insides
But all that I could muster
Was awkward silence
A crooked smile
And clouded eyes.

Monday, 25 February 2013

Sunday, 24 February 2013

Human book; fuck

Someone send a runner
Through the weather that I’m under
For the feeling that I lost today

I still want

En route

On my half-dozen different flights I:

Got sappy, watching a moronic show
Felt at peace
Accepted a different perspective
Inhaled everything complimentary
Fell more in love with my tattoos
Decided I will do this all over again
Concluded a book, I wished would never end
Discovered how timid the gaze of a stranger makes me
Realized how bitter my defenses can be
Mulled over unspoken thoughts
Enjoyed my own company


you would.


I got really bored of your looks, fast.

Must be all these damn books
Do you regret
that slip of yours?


The Kiss, 1915 by Egon Schiele.

untitled by mary_robinson on Flickr.

Friday, 22 February 2013

The dips and curves of my hips
Have been kissed by the warm lips
Of the sun, for a week now

Your turn.

Tuesday, 19 February 2013

Half moon

I go out of my way, to take the time to reflect.
In the silence of the night, legs dangling over the edge of a boat dock
Headphones in, eyes closed, breathing deeply
Thinking of all I look forward to
All who I once cared for
All that's changed
All the time in flight
All the conversations shared
All who I care for
All that I'm terrified for
All my reactions
My lack of reactions

All of what I am.

Do you know?

Do you know who's face you want to wake up to in the morning?

I do.

Monday, 18 February 2013


These dreams follow me over any length of miles.
I crave your calm.

Saturday, 16 February 2013

Classy women don't kiss in bars

It takes a man to live
And a woman to make him compromise


Are filled with some of the most interesting, and most horrible people on this earth.

Thursday, 14 February 2013

Wednesday, 13 February 2013

You could never tell me the truth,
Because you knew that I would have left

Tuesday, 12 February 2013

In all my honesty,

I come from a long line of sinners like me.
Presently, I feel like :

A) Eating
B) Going to the gym
C) Tuning in, tuning out
D) Getting on a plane
E) Sleeping forever
F) Having sex

Sunday, 10 February 2013


“I wonder if you know yet that you’ll leave me. That you are a child playing with matches and I have a paper body. You will meet a girl with a softer voice and stronger arms and she will not have violent secrets or an affection for red wine or eyes that never stay dry. You will fall into her bed…


I want to be the slight figure in the picture, always surrounded by the chilly unfamiliar

Her face composed of emotion.

Her hair rebellious and long

Not breathtaking, by standards of Western culture, but intriguing in her entirety

Her gaze bowed, to avoid the need to explain the softened sadness from the years of loving, behind her eyes

Full lips, pursed with unspoken words for those moments in the dead of night

Where the only sounds, are our two hearts echoing as one. 


Growing to love mine
With each passing day
I love yours too

Friday, 8 February 2013


I'm tempted to reply with
"Exactly what the fuck I want to be doing right now."
To every "What are you doing tonight?"

Well, almost exactly what I want to be doing.

Ignore everybody else

We're alone now


My life

On my mind

Can't you just be a boring
Poorly tasted
Son of a bitch like all the other good looking men I know?
That would really free up a lot of space in my mind, if you were.

New - Retrograde

Six hours fresh

Thursday, 7 February 2013

I can define you in mathematics,
all the theorems of your body-
the parabolas of your shoulder blades
when you tense your fists too tight,
the peaks and troughs of your chest,
sinusoidal with every inhale and exhale,
the Gaussian curve modeled by your carved pelvis.
and all I really want is to break every law of calculus 
with you underneath me.

I fall in love with words
Words undress me of all defenses.
Ahh ♥


On my thoughts; you'll find :

Lippy humor
Love for a handful of women
Location of emotions
Undressing beauty
Second-guessing a higher power
What ifs
Freeze frame memories
Love for authors
Dissecting of societal systems
14 Second day dreams
Love/hate for human nature
Food & Porn
My roots
Muted advice
My history with you

Tuesday, 5 February 2013


For seven days
I have the luxury
Of this; day & night
Come spend a night with me
You know I would

Monday, 4 February 2013

I'm going to throw up
You all fucking suck
I want to leave the country tonight