Wednesday, 27 March 2013

I'm into :



Yes please.

Are you?
I was by myself for a pretty long time. I needed to do that. 
I think everyone that I know has wanted to do that or needed to do that at some point.
 I think when you spend enough time when it’s quiet around you and you don’t open your mouth for three or four days, there’s parts of your brain that can kind of rest. 
I think when we’re out in the world and we have to talk to people, we edit ourselves. 
You know, we have to like, act a little bit. As honest as we may be as humans, when we’re out here, we’re all kind of wearing mirrors on our faces. 
You know, constantly reacting to how to react to the people around you. 
And I think when you’re alone for a long enough time, you can feel a lot more peace.
Justin Vernon

Tuesday, 26 March 2013

The call

Come back to life
Come back to me
You've got so many reasons to live
Don't focus on the one reason not to
There's a reason you're still here with us

Monday, 25 March 2013

I think it's time I stop hanging on
It's time I (let you) go

Friday, 22 March 2013

I loathe watching you put my predictions into practice

ninety mile water wall

After this 60 hour week
All I want is

I know 
you and I
are not about poems or
other sentimental bullshit
but I have to tell you
even the way 
you drink your coffee
knocks me the fuck out.

Clementine von Radics

Thursday, 21 March 2013

Secret :

Mine is, not giving them something to talk about. 


Grizzly Bear: Veckatimest
Album to be played at every significant event in my life

Saturday, 16 March 2013

In all forms

Moments of impact

I'm at home tucked in bed balling my eyes out watching the vow
while everyone else is getting drunk off green beer tonight
my god I'm such a baby what am I going to do with my life.
"Stop trying to get it together. The biggest lie we're told when we're growing up is that as soon as we're adults, as soon as we're in college, finish college, get that job, have that steady income, find that someone special, find ourselves, find that perfect house, get that retirement fund, have those children, everything will fall into place.
Here's a secret : it won't.
The sooner you accept that, the better off you'll be."


Friday, 15 March 2013

No country for old men:

As the years progress, a different way of thinking is assimilated into media, education and networking. Tradition is frowned upon. Black is white, and white is black. 
The right of "choice" trumps any sense of human decency we all carry with us. 
Anyone of baby boomer age and older are gradually being escorted from their influential positions in society, along with their opinions and respect for tradition, out of sight. 
I see the character, commitment, integrity and compassion of people going out of style. 
And it makes me sick to my stomach. 
This country has simply outgrown the old men. 


Please :
Don't ever apologize for talking endlessly,
this is such a dream of mine.

Tuesday, 12 March 2013

wait and see

I'm going to be that door 
you wish you could open. 
We can’t wait.


Being aware of someone next to me throughout a night
Keeps the hallucinations at bay

Sunday, 10 March 2013


Who are you? And how did you manage to completely 
derail my entity within the course of twelve hours?

Gentle hands

"I'll try to have a peaceful sleep tonight. I've always struggled with years of nightmares."

"Want to know why?"

"Yes; I do."

"It's because you're a control freak."

"Do I come across as one?"

"Not to many people. You hide it well."

"No one has ever told me that before."

"Are you usually in complete control of yourself? Or do people perceive you as such?"


"Ya. Try to loosen up a bit.....Charity, it was a pleasure meeting you."

This morning, everything in my being was destroyed. 

Friday, 8 March 2013

So fucked.

Sometimes I step back
And see just how incredibly fucked I am.
You would think I'd had gotten used to this helplessness by now.


You really set that fucking thing high.
Clear off the bed and come lie next to me
Or lie with me, or crawl under these sheets
and die with me
or without
I'm used to it
but I could get used to this

Clear out your mind
and sink down low with me
or get high with me
or hold my hand
and lose some time with me
or without
I'm used to it
but I could get used to this

Clean up your act
and fall apart with me
or fall, apart from me
or fall, a part of me
and take some time to cry with me
or without
I'm used to it
but I could get used to this

- J.P // 2012


I'm not certain on a lot of things in life
But I am certain about what the affect would be
Ten foot pole always in affect

Man down

I want you to stay

Thursday, 7 March 2013

Someone needs to make love to me, with that song playing. Lawdy

Wednesday, 6 March 2013

Panick is not an emotion I am familiar with, or am able to properly deal with.


"Don't get me wrong. Danger is very real. 
But fear, isn't; it's a choice."

Tuesday, 5 March 2013

Take me somewhere nice

This sadness always follows this kind of day
I happened upon this song, that stirs this sadness
I don't particularly mind

Too often, I see people fighting the echo
Their missing piece.
That uninhabited part of themselves.
Their loneliness.

I do my best to take comfort in it.
Nobody will take care of me,
The way I will.

Running trend

I've noticed a pattern that
I seem to keep - my bag packed
Collecting the company
During the nights we share
In an invisible jar
From each one of you
For nights when my bag
Is unopened on my bedroom floor

untitled by kate chausse on Flickr.
Why the fuck is everybody and everything around me so incredibly messed up? 
When did I turn a blind eye to all of this?


I will spend the entire duration of my life, pursuing

I'm not

I'm not a good person
I just do good things

The mind is on

Reblog. every. time.