if i'm at a point where i am so incredibly irritated with a weakness in my character,
there is no way that i expect you to be able to over look it. or tolerate it. or accommodate.
or change anything about yourself and how you speak, or act, in order to make sure that you don't influence that weakness in my character to show itself again.
i wish i didn't
but i know myself all too well
i know exactly what the root of this is,
which caused this flare up in the first place
but i'll never tell.