presently, i'd like to think of myself as 
more capable, 
more accepting,
more self sufficient, 
more challenged, 
more flawed, 
more tongue-tied,
more excited, 
more reckless,
more inspired,
more vulnerable,
more confident,
more motivated,
more simplistic,
more unpredictable,
more understanding,
more insightful,
more holistic,
more uncertain,
of a woman than i used to be