without a doubt

 

i think about you every single day

absolutely, without a shadow of a doubt

love ain't safe

let me in

where only your thoughts have been

let me occupy your mind

as you do mine

you have lost too much love

to fear, doubt and distrust

you don't get burned

cause nothing gets through

it makes it easier on you

but that much more difficult on me

your hearts a mess

you won't admit to it

and you can't live like this

you know you can't live like this
 

my love

my love,

i simply want respect

regardless of whether i deserve it or not,

goosebumps

although my hands are literally shaking, i'm so nervous

but i'm so very excited to meet with you today

 

what if

no one wants a girl with a past

i'm not reason enough for you to stay

i never marry

time flies by without me

true music, dies off

my hair is never simple

i don't even think to make corrections

i give until i have nothing else to offer, but time

i can never a child of my own

i don't know when to stop running

you never realize it, years from now

i don't want to get over you

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the very thought of you,

 

sends tingles up my spine

the very sight of you,

 

drives me absolutely mad

feels right

when you asked what stereotype i fall under, i simply replied with

"i do exactly what i want. what feels right."

i wear what clothes feel right

i inhale deeply of what smells right

i aspire what hopes and dreams feel right

i jump at opportunities that feel right

i crave everything familiar about you, the longer apart we are, this unfamiliar longing oddly feels right

i run far and fast when it feels right

i kiss you excessively, everywhere possible when it feels right

i laugh. outrageously loud and at times, unattractively, when it feels right 

i listen to what reaches in, pushes through all my bullshit and feels so right

i hold close, and wish back to life the unrealistic fond memories of the past that still feel right

i touch, where my heart tells my hands will feel right

i invest, the most valuable gift i can offer, my time; into those very few people whom with simply feels right

i'll love you, each and every part, even when it doesn't feel right

-

i used to think such a boundary-less lifestyle was becoming so typical among those surrounding me

i was always more lenient towards the idea of such a structured lifestyle

but really, life's too short

to not live by the seat of your pants

to not indulge in the affect of each sense

to not return to our animalistic instincts

to simply be human

from time to time