this

I’m sitting here feeling dizzy and nauseous and overwhelmed thinking about loving someone who has already loved a thousand people before me and it feels like being shot in the throat 

I'm in love with cities I've never been to
And people I've never met

Sometimes the King

Is a Queen. 

such clouded views

Tell me what means something to you. 

Something that matters. 

If you love her to a point of madness; she will become it. 

"Some days I feel everything all at once"

"Other days I feel nothing at all"

vain

Put her on your pedestal

Of course you're the best of friends, now. 

look at us now

you and i used to write letters
and now i'm left bitter at the sound of your name

dreams

sleep just doesn't satisfy this.

Nervous

Nervous to meet you.

the mind

it's wandering so much more than i want.
on a wild hunt for anything and everyone

it's still you

"there are other fish in the sea"
"you're my whole damn sea"

repercussions:

are completely opposite of what i expected them to be