Makes a grown woman cry

Crazy, Stupid, Love

Watch it with me.

Julia

Last nights' full moon
I dreamt I met you
I wanted to tell you
How much I adored your insides
But all that I could muster
Was awkward silence
A crooked smile
And clouded eyes.

29 years

Releasing new album in May

Shitting

Myself

Human book; fuck

Someone send a runner

Through the weather that I’m under

For the feeling that I lost today

Piss. 

I still want

En route

On my half-dozen different flights I:

Got sappy, watching a moronic show
Felt at peace
Accepted a different perspective
Inhaled everything complimentary
Fell more in love with my tattoos
Decided I will do this all over again
Concluded a book, I wished would never end
Discovered how timid the gaze of a stranger makes me
Realized how bitter my defenses can be
Mulled over unspoken thoughts
Enjoyed my own company

Unphased

you would.

Fahbio

I got really bored of your looks, fast.

Must be all these damn books

Do you regret

that slip of yours?

The dips and curves of my hips
Have been kissed by the warm lips
Of the sun, for a week now

Your turn.

Half moon

I go out of my way, to take the time to reflect.
In the silence of the night, legs dangling over the edge of a boat dock
Headphones in, eyes closed, breathing deeply
Thinking of all I look forward to
All who I once cared for
All that's changed
All the time in flight
All the conversations shared
All who I care for
All that I'm terrified for
All my reactions
My lack of reactions

All of what I am.

Do you know?

Do you know who's face you want to wake up to in the morning?


I do.

Dreams

These dreams follow me over any length of miles.
I crave your calm.

You look like I need a drink.

Classy women don't kiss in bars

It takes a man to live
And a woman to make him compromise

Airports

Are filled with some of the most interesting, and most horrible people on this earth.

At twenty years old
In year twenty fourteen

Romance/etc, 

Despite everyone I know doing it

I'm hardest of all, on you

Because you can be so much better than this

Happy valentine's day betch

You could never tell me the truth,
Because you knew that I would have left

In all my honesty,

I come from a long line of sinners like me.

Presently, I feel like :

A) Eating
B) Going to the gym
C) Tuning in, tuning out
D) Getting on a plane
E) Sleeping forever
F) Having sex

If-I-don't-get-this-out-I-won't-have-any-peace-&-quiet-&-sleep

“I wonder if you know yet that you’ll leave me. That you are a child playing with matches and I have a paper body. You will meet a girl with a softer voice and stronger arms and she will not have violent secrets or an affection for red wine or eyes that never stay dry. You will fall into her bed…

(Source: clementinevonradics)

Sleeve[less]flaws

I want to be the slight figure in the picture, always surrounded by the chilly unfamiliar

Her face composed of emotion.

Her hair rebellious and long

Not breathtaking, by standards of Western culture, but intriguing in her entirety

Her gaze bowed, to avoid the need to explain the softened sadness from the years of loving, behind her eyes

Full lips, pursed with unspoken words for those moments in the dead of night

Where the only sounds, are our two hearts echoing as one. 

Flaws

Growing to love mine

With each passing day

I love yours too

Tempted

I'm tempted to reply with
"Exactly what the fuck I want to be doing right now."
To every "What are you doing tonight?"

Well, almost exactly what I want to be doing.

Ignore everybody else

We're alone now

Gem

Haha. 

Yes. 

On my mind

Can't you just be a boring
Poorly tasted
Unlovable
Predictable
Shallow
Egotistical
Son of a bitch like all the other good looking men I know?

That would really free up a lot of space in my mind, if you were.

New - Retrograde

Six hours fresh

babyheroin:

I can define you in mathematics,
all the theorems of your body-
the parabolas of your shoulder blades
when you tense your fists too tight,
the peaks and troughs of your chest,
sinusoidal with every inhale and exhale,
the Gaussian curve modeled by your carved pelvis.
and all I really want is to break every law of calculus 
with you underneath me.

I fall in love with words
Words undress me of all defenses.
Ahh ♥

Eavesdrop

On my thoughts; you'll find :

Lippy humor

Secrets

Restlessness

Skepticism

Love for a handful of women

Soundtracks

Location of emotions

Undressing beauty

Second-guessing a higher power

Monologues 

What ifs

Freeze frame memories

Tradition

Reflection

Wanderlust

Love for authors

Dissecting of societal systems

14 Second day dreams

Love/hate for human nature

Nostalgia 

Food & Porn

My roots

Muted advice

My history with you

Privacy

For seven days
I have the luxury
Of this; day & night

Come spend a night with me

You know I would

I'm going to throw up

People.

You all fucking suck

I want to leave the country tonight