mama i'm all holy, engraved

and too far gone now 

I'll spend my whole life, 

searching for my home life

tonight i came home

to thunder 

and unsettled thoughts

preparation

is getting drunk & high

to you, you and you

please, don't see my actions as a personal betrayal 

september

I don't know where I'm going, or where I'll end up

all I know is I'm going

"people don't change, they grow old and learn to adapt and appreciate the simple pleasures of life"

maintain balance

maintain balance

balance

in all my dreams

the liquor on your lips
the liquor on your lips

never have I ever

met a woman who has so greatly impacted me in such a short time, the way you have.

i'm already selfishly wishing for you to move back here to me

i have this feeling in the future we'll see one another again
when i'll need you the most

it's almost been too long since someone has made a

the moment you begin to have preferences,
you know your welcome has been overspent
and it's time to move on to somewhere new

it's about time

it's about time I got back in control of my behavior

it's about time to hop on the band wagon and adore it like everyone else

it's about time I leave this province for awhile with you

human nature's insecurity is found to be quite motivating

let me occupy your mind, as you do mine

years from now I plan to look back fondly, at countless hours of time, and amount of space you occupied

I don't tell you enough that

I love you. 

"because friday the 13th is the day to question your sexuality"

it's quite clear that it's due time for a little development 

Montreal

it's been years since I've studied something so vehemently

i would say yes

if your voice proposed marriage

god

much like yourself

addictions can be most enticing

chemistry :

i haven't ever had it like this before

dressing accordingly for this god-awful heat wave is conflicting with my usual modest dress

i love college humor

"You are a smart and amazing little person, if I was young, I would date you so hard and marry the shit out of you haha. 

I gotta run and seize this great day. Take care Charity and remember to smile. Miss you"

thank you for brightening my day

my reckless, outspoken, severely-consumed-by-wanderlust, dear friend

too often we make the affairs of those around us, our own concern

ya

i'd get that

after this afternoon

one burbon

one scotch

one beer

is sure looking appealing..

you

I'll wait as long as you need me to

yes, you

tan lines won't last forever.

but life's too short

be safe

always walking

a

with you

once again

you've thrown me for a 

loop.

hunch

i have this hunch

years from now

that i'll be somewhere out there

completely on my own

get a clue

get a damn clue

sensations

I have forgotten your face, I no longer remember your hands;
how did your lips feel on mine?
   Because of you, I love the white statues drowsing in the parks,
the white statues that have neither voice nor sight.
   I have forgotten your voice, your happy voice; I have forgotten
your eyes.
   Like a flower to its perfume, I am bound to my vague memory of
you. I live with pain that is like a wound; if you touch me, you will
do me irreparable harm.
   Your caresses enfold me, like climbing vines on melancholy walls.
   I have forgotten your love, yet I seem to glimpse you in every
window.
   Because of you, the heady perfumes of summer pain me; because
of you, I again seek out the signs that precipitate desires: shooting
stars, falling objects.

Pablo Neruda

MIA