Money is the anthem,
God, you're so handsome.

endless longing

somebody whisk me away to my motherland

i'm seriously not picky in who

oh god

i do love you

Stephon kissed me in the spring, 
Robin in the fall, 
But Colin only looked at me 
And never kissed at all.

Stephon's kiss was lost in jest,
Robin's lost in play,
But the kiss in Colin's eyes
Haunts me night and day.

regret :

not buying a ticket to see her come to bridge city

caught me a long wind

once upon a time

a wise woman told me

to treasure each moment granted to you

with the person you love to live along side

twelve hours

caused what i dread most, to happen

those seven deadly words to be voiced

you had passed away in your sleep

today i'll go visit you

6:30 the birds awoke me from my mourning

roses from the thorns amongst the bush beckoned my senses

not as a result of laziness

one song was repeated a dozen times

simply no other song felt appropriate

last night i was

de-liver-ed

in the dark

you're so incredibly in the dark

i'd prefer to keep you there as long as i can

all in due time

i'm a lady.

got my mind made up,

got my mind made up...

click

inspirational!

bahahahaha

gotta love being followed all the way to work by angry next door neighbours...

i'm not sorry i never was 

what you wanted me to be

and never will be what you want me to be

not one bit

The path to heaven is full of sinners & believers

ASAP

someone get chocovine wasted with me 

rewarding inspiration

it has been quite some time 

that I have sought out inspiration

putting my pride aside,

I've found her to be most rewarding

grey

as bad as I am, 
I'm proud of the fact 
that I'm worse than I seem

He gives his harness bells a shake 
To ask if there's some mistake. 
The only other sound's the sweep 
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep, 
But I have promises to keep, 
And miles to go before I sleep, 
And miles to go before I sleep.

click*

so be it

you are my life saver

you are my life taker

as fond as i am, & as much as words appeal to my heart

there does not seem to be a pleasurable way of wording the question that haunts my every other acknowledged thought

sadness, I'm your girl

it has been quite some time that I have been genuinely sad

as much as I know I shouldn't look forward to it

a part of me will take great comfort in the familiarity of sadness

i'm losing you to the bottle

that secret that we know

that we don't know how to tell

How could drops of water know themselves to be a river? Yet the river flows on.

-Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

worth your while

if you will be patient with me,
i'll try to make me worth your while in this aspect too

i won't be found

you are such a closed opportunity 

always trying to convince yourself that

you are an open novel

nightmare

that was one of the worst nightmares i've had in a very long time

that secret that you know, that you don't know how to tell

-

We are all alone, born alone, die alone, and — in spite of True Romance magazines — we shall all someday look back on our lives and see that, in spite of our company, we were alone the whole way. I do not say lonely — at least, not all the time — but essentially, and finally, alone. This is what makes your self-respect so important, and I don’t see how you can respect yourself if you must look in the hearts and minds of others for your happiness.

Hunter S. Thompson

my god.

two months

i believe at the end of these next two months,
i will still stifle a wave of sadness,
at the thought of you returning to the same old scene
even if that old scene is new and available to me

..i'm just saying

if anything remotely close to what you pointed out to me, 

was pointed out to you, by myself

silent treatment, and a very well worded guilt trip would follow suit

in my books you can be the only exception

not so much okay with it, when you decide for us, that you're the only exception

yes.