premonition

I can't shake this feeling of being sick to my stomach about you going

my god how I have grown, in my thought

in my speech, in my execution of

every individual part that makes up

who it is, that I am

now I am the one forming the words

for other to speak in the silent space

they don't know how to fill

I re-watched this

with more appreciate than an 19 year old could've ever had

http://www.criminalwisdom.com/hysterical-literature-the-orgasm-as-art/

stray

not unfaithful
but i'll always stray

my head

keeping up with this week

now I know why 

you wouldn't leave my dreams

all weekend

window scraper

thank you
for getting them home safely

I'm not used to not having

those feelings of restlessness

and panic

bones